Madly In L-O-V-E With You

ME + YOU = L.O.V.E

at 1:45:00 AM

Ok, Serious stuff now.
First thing, I'm very sorry to all my families and friends.
Sorry for letting you all worried, disappointed and heartbreaks.
This is th last time i'm going to let you all disappointed and sad.
Take my word. Th last time buibui that you all know is BACK!
I'm going to be a filial girl from now.
I hope is never too late.
I know is hard for me to mend your broken heart.
But i will try to mend bit by bit until it is fully mend.
Thanks for not giving up on me.
I really dont know what am i suppose to do if you all give up on me.
Seriously i didnt regret going in.
Cos th kinship of mine now is soo close.
And, I know how to think and everything.
I wont take things for granted, I will appreciate it.
At th same time, I must enjoy my teens life.
I had already waste alot of my time le.
Time is precious, Cannot be waste even a second.
And!!! I recieved this message from mummy in facebook.
I share share with you all Ok.

"对你的思恋是一天又一天，孤单的你有没有回改？想想看代价大不大？直不直得？从小到大我有没有亏欠你？打你骂你我心也会痛，毕即你是我十月怀胎一手把你带大。希望你能了解我的用心良苦！From u lockup until (inside),i think throughly ,mummy own u for not corcern u & not lend a ears to let u say out yr problems.Is my fault....how i wish i can take over yr place.bui bui.....how i shout for u now also no respond,can't hear u call me mummy & say i love u.......my heart is so pain .......miss u ...... "

"Today is 19 may, u not at myside for 2 month & 10 days, u don't know how much i miss u, thinking what are u doing? Hungry....sick...or are u thinking of me??????I think i don't think so after visiting u.sad...Anyway hope that u will behave yourself after u release & learn your lesson."

I cried like hell after reading this.
Touching right? I felt super guilty de laa.
Mummy i know you are xinku.
Dont blame yourself. Its my fault.
You dont have to take over my place.
Things that i do, I must be responsible.
I wont step to th wrong path again.
Dont worry. I know everytime you scold and beat me is care for me.
Everytime i talk to you, you say you never listen.
But i know you listen every word i say to you.
I think of you and family every seconds inside prison.
Everytime when each visits end, I will be very sad.
Cos i cant bear to leave your so fast.
Each visit only can see you all 20-30 minutes niaa.
Somemore got one glass in between us.
Is like F hell laa, Seeing my family and cannot get to touch them!
I felt so painful seriously.
I'm really very sorry to all!
I hate last time de me!
But anyway, I will take this as a 1 time experiment.
I have learn my lesson.
I will be a good girl.
Every where i go, meet who, what time come back i will report to you all de.
Oh ya! Papa bought for me a iPhone.
HAHAHA! Damn happy de laa.
I'm soo looking forward for my new life.
I need a job now.
Waiting for Yuhuan to confirm with me whether want go study together anot.
Anyway, PRECIOUS FAMILY, ILOVEYOU! (:
Will update more next time.
Cos i am seriously tired.
Sorry peeps.
Byeeee

I Love You,
More Than Anyone Else.

Jasmine Oh Hui Min, 18 This Year.
Blissfully Attached To This Guy Call TOLAIFU.
14.03.2011.

JASMINE OH HUIMIN & VERONICA TAN YUHUAN

Counting On 8Years Of Sistership
Went Through Rain And Shine Together
Gone Through Ups And Downs Together
Nothing Will Ever Tears Us Apart
♥MPBG ALWAYS♥