ME + YOU = L.O.V.E

Kayss,, One word to describe me. STUPID!
Yeaa correct. I'm a fxcking dumbass yahss!
I should'nt have went out today,, Today is just not th day for me to be outside.
Went to Hougang Mall cos Liting call me pei her buy things.
I waited for her 1hour plus over there,, But nevermind cos stupid was on phone with me.
I first time wait for a people wait until soo long!
A unknown passerby came and my phone is gone..
Dont wish to say wad happened! Silly Me!
I dontknow how come i can be soo stupid!
Use public phone to call Liting and she say she now take cab over!
WTF? Angry,, Kup th phone and walked home.
Cry all th way while walking homee,, I somehow felt like ending my lifee.
Saw Wilson at block 1,, Told him wad happened.
Chit chat with him then Jeffrey and Zhirong came.
Slack awhile went to buy beer. Drink until half jiu went home.
Xiaogu call me to call papa and cancel my line.
When i told papa this he jiu say everytime let me go out sure got something happened de.
Then he jiu kup le,, Walked to my room and slam de door.
Cried soo loudly! Xiaogu came in and ask wad exactly happened.
After awhile Liting jiu came le,, Actually dont want to forgive her de.
But think awhile also not totally her fault.
Need some fresh air,, Jiu went downstair.
Bring kaffy along. Went back home afterthat.

P.s: I know i am such a failure! But no matter wad i am still your daughter!
So stop saying me stupid! Cos you should'nt have say that.
It is not my fault! Trying to be a good person is that very hard?

&& To th fxcking person! I will pray hard and curse you to die!
I trust and help you so much,, in th end wad you did to me!
I will never forget how you looks like!
I will remember you! Even if i die,, I will haunt you!
I have never been like that before. I didnt curse and hate a person soo much!
You are th first one! Fxcker!

&& Its okay if my phone is lost but wads make me sad is,,
My songs! My pictures! My videos and my mesaage!
Everything is gone! Pherhaps this is all fate bahss.
Maybe th god is hinting me something?
Shoud be bahss,, Let me forget everything now!

Labels: P.S: I HATE MYSELF