I am very xinku,, Got boyfriend xinku no boyfriend also xinku.

Who should i choose? I am really confused.

I have the urge to dig out my heart and look whose staying in there! Cause i can't feel it myself, i'm afraid of mixing up those feelings again.

First is (A),, You treat me hot and cold.

You can contact me if you want dont want contact me jiu shi never contact me le. DD:

I know you are tired,, You have to work all this,, But can you care how i feel?

I know everytime whenever you contact me you will say i treat you very cold.

But no! I treat everyone is like that de. You today called me,, I am super happy de.

But (Y) called you jiu say you want kup niaao.

I ji tao sian diaao lor. I dontknow you hate her or wad?

I just want you to put th hatred down. I dontknow why i keep on helping her when i already like that le? I dontknow wad am i doing. If i am finee,, I will accept you de!

Wait for me hao mahs?

Second (C),, You already got girlfriend liaao lehss.

Now you come and tell me all this wad you expect me to do?

I am still wondering your love towards me is true anot.

Cos you are still a playing type and you didnt change at all. Not even a single bit.

Tuesday i am meeting you le,, You say want pei me go HQ de horss.

Must say dao do dao. (^^)

Third (L),, I am afraid to hurt you like last time how i hurt you.

I am sorry i didnt care how you feel.

I am just too stupid to break with you.

I am sorry that i didnt cherish you when i once say i will!

i am sorry that i because of him break with you.

Just some craps,, i can just believe and choosen th wrong person and th wrong path.

If i am still with you,, I jiu wont huhu liaao.

I jiu wont kenna caught again liaao. Dont be shock when you hear this.

I dont mean it de. Overall,, I am just soo soo stupid!

You treat me so good and yet i can do this to you.

Not worth it,, There are still many girls out there.

Dont just stick to me,, I know you didnt give up at all.

I am really very very sorry.

The rest i wont be mentioning,, Cos only this three is important to me.

Th others i never mentioned is just craps yahss. (-.-)!

Afraid of having relationship.

Afraid of trusting.

Afraid of cherishing.

Untrust&Uncherish is my lifee now!

No more! This time i am really defeated by you!

I am shocked when i know mummy already know my case le.

She kept silent and never tell me.

She didnt scold and beat me.

I am afraid that she is giving up on me le.

I rather want her to beat me or scold me.

But she didnt. I felt so guilty.

Ah feng gugu told me that Family will not give up on me.

The most importanly is i dont give up on myself.

I'm going to prove to them i will change! I hope everything is just not too latee.

Th BuiBui that your dotee,, The last time de BuiBui is going to be back to her normal self.

Wait and i will PROVE IT !

Always remember BuiBui is still th same! (^^)

I Love You,
More Than Anyone Else.