Madly In L-O-V-E With You

ME + YOU = L.O.V.E

at 12:35:00 PM

You are always like that,, Do wrong things le didnt explain and you will only say out that three words,,"I'm Sorry." I always thought that you will hug me tightly and explain it to me.
But you seems like dont give a damn on it.
You did explain it to me,, But is when on message or msn.
All you will explain is only i wont le,, i really wont le.
But since that you had already explained,, I choosen to forgive you.
I tot that you will meant wad you say.
But you didnt,, It seems like you were getting worst.
The "SORRY" slowly became a word that can only content me but not mean it.
I said nothing but break,, I tot that th last time you will hold me back but you didnt.
I trusted you again and again,, Disappointment again and again..
Girls always dont trust because they care and lovee.
But your boys willl get irritating when girls keep suspecting.
You said you wont let people tear us apart,, But everytime we quarrel you will say why people always wanted to tear us apart?
But if you never do wrong,, Why should people tear us apart?
You always think of yourself.
I cried times when i started guessing and thinking.
Th last time we break,, I cried almost whole day.
Went back to my house,, Cried so loudly until chicken lil scared dao say he want go home.
Only lefted ting accompany me.
I remember everytime i cried i will started getting sore throat and etc.
Cried for soo long decided to went out.
Cried along th road walking to big drain.
The whole block one people saw me crying.
Reached big drain le,, So memorable.
I cry and cry non-stop.
On th way walking to block 6 and makan,, Cried again.
I kept thinking of wad you said to me everywhere,,
Went to basketball court.
My eyes keep staring at th board and tears jiu started rollling down again le.
Wanted to stopped,, But how? Say le memories everywhere.
Ting told me dont look le,, she pull me away and my head jiu kept turning back.
Chicken lil and byron called me,, say dont cry le. This makes me cried again.
I felt soo touched by them.
Went to block one behind.
Cried and cried again.
Until th whole block one people came and an wei me.
Even idek and wiras they all.
Idek saw my gum scolded me and throw it away.
I cried soo loudly.
Until raining le.
Idek quicky pull me inside th block.
I kept pushing it away but i cant.
I cried because of my stupidness cos you is really go song ka wad.
I went back at about 8plus. and you came at about 9plus.
Ting told me that you kept asking Jasmine lehs? Where jasmine?
She keep calling me to ask you for patch but i didnt cos you already say until like that le wad.
Slowly,, I know that th song ka you go is her family de.
My heart fell all th way to th ground.
I didnt cry,, cos i know not worth it.
I got told him,, Berries is because of him dont have de.
I got tell him,, Last time how much i use to hate him.
I got tell him i lefted nothing.
He said he wont leave me but just that i dont leave him can le.
I went back saw th lift.. look down to th window and cried again.
SERIOUSLY SOO MUCH MEMORIES!
How i wish that i can hide myself at homee but i cant.
I still must acocmpany those friends.
But they also lied to me,, Forgive them again and again.
Yesterday i keep finding excuse and walk myself away.
Cos i know th truth that they are together.
Cut the acting and hao hao treat my sister.
I dont want her to get hurt. I dont want okay!
My tears roll down again when i am writing this freaking post.
I donknow why,, I some how feel like typing all my things out but i know i shouldn't.
Just ignore this post and carry on.
I am just writing it for fun.
Last long you both ;D
Last time those things you said to me was it th truth?
You are th first one i wanted to last.
You are th first one i care sooo much.
You are th first one that hirt me soo badly.
You are th first one that i believe sooo much.
Should i create a private blog?

I Love You,
More Than Anyone Else.

Jasmine Oh Hui Min, 18 This Year.
Blissfully Attached To This Guy Call TOLAIFU.
14.03.2011.

JASMINE OH HUIMIN & VERONICA TAN YUHUAN

Counting On 8Years Of Sistership
Went Through Rain And Shine Together
Gone Through Ups And Downs Together
Nothing Will Ever Tears Us Apart
♥MPBG ALWAYS♥